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Legs up please, thank you

Take off your clothes and yes your pant. put on the robe when you are done. take off your shoes here and come in. lie down on the bed and LEGS UP pls. one nurse on my side and the gynae(male) and the other nurse beside him in front of my prized possession. if you are like me and it took 4yrs to summon up the courage to do a pap smear (smear test) then welcome to the club. i know how important it is to do one every three years or after delivery or if you are sexually active. but seeing that it took me 4yrs, obviously i was nervous. i told myself over and over not to panic, just try to relax and zone out, telling myself it would soon be over. over it wasnt, when after 10mins, they were still prying and tugging for a sample swab from the tip of my cervix because .......................(blah blah blah) but i was determined to go through this one as my 2 previous smears had been inconclusive. i had just wished they put me under to do the test. at least i think that would have been e

Makeup won't cover this!

As a makeup artist, I can creatively cover up a multitude of scars except these. I can't cover the bruise to your soul, the bend to your emotions. I haven't found the concealer that can cover the tears from yester years' brutality. I haven't seen the eye shadow that can compliment the pain I see in your eyes, the gateway to your soul. You are so beautiful that you could do without colour cosmetics but yet you opt in on the excess just to put up some swag to detract from the issues. But I cherish your courage when you strip all butt naked down for me to see. I thank you my X, Y & Z friends for the trust you bestowed in me when the sheer nudity of your issues is painful to imagine let alone see. I will pray with you and for you. I feel your pain. But trust me the makeup won't cover it for long. Take out time to restore, take out time for you. Take out time to heal. Bear in mind that you are wonderfully made. Really, makeup can only work with what you have. You are

A Woman's worth

She's beautiful, strong but yet fragile Her arms are wide enough to love all those that reach out for it She can sell her soul in righteousness to feed the ones she loves without even eating from the sale. Yet sometimes un(der)appreciated by the same ones that ate from the same sale of her soul. I am she, you are she, you know she, we are she I salute me, I salute you, I praise you, you are WORTH it The recipients of your enormous and continual sacrifice may not fully appreciate you now. But I know you are WORTH it It would all be worth it in the end I promise. There is no bitch in the karma coming your way, its all good baby, its all good. Your time and place to shine will come because you are worth it Indeed you are wonderfully made Don't let the few that don't appreciate you hinder you from the blessing those that so greatly do. Trust me, this too shall pass. Just hold on, and if you need a hand to hold, here's mine; cause you are WORTH it. But please, r